Giving Thanks

Today is Thanksgiving Day. A day declared to be set aside by men with perspective who were humbled by circumstances, but more importantly, knew their survival and existence was not one of luck, but by the grace of their God. These people understood that life was not always good. they also understood that gratitude is not only appropriate when all goes well. In spite of their suffering, their faith clung to the one hope in their heavenly Father.

I cannot put myself in the place of these men. I do not understand the great suffering of bitter winters and loss life, loss of beloved children and parents and spouses and friends. To have experienced this and to be able to stand with hearts of gratitude is beyond my comprehension. That is some deep rooted faith that I can only aspire to.

Lord, do I ask for such a thing? Wanting to experience such faith beckons a test to build such a strength. I cannot wholeheartedly ask. But I know that I want to believe stronger in who You are; Your character and Your love for me, Your power and compassion. I want to know You. And in that wanting I become determined to trust regardless of circumstances.

Today, regardless of what I am experiencing and no matter what lies ahead, I choose to trust in who You are, Lord. I believe that I have purpose today. What that is may not be up to me. But I'm alive. I woke up today. I'm breathing and can function. I'm Your child. That's a good start to any day.

Lord, I submit this day to You. Make it the Thanksgiving Day You wish it to be. I have all sorts of expectations and plans. But if You aren't in on them with me then I'd rather that they all change. My plans sour me and make me grumpy and lonely. Your's give life to me and others. Your agenda gives joy. I trust this. I believe it. I will hope in faith as I walk it out.

Lastly, I thank You, God, for all You are and do. You are amazing to me. You give and bless and care for me outlandishly. At times it overwhelms me. I do not expect it. It is undeserved. But I know it is one way You choose to demonstrate Your love for me. I accept it with gratitude. Thank You for loving me wholly. Thank You for the grace to accept it, be changed by it, and give it to others. Thank for this great love.